I won’t soften anything I have lived, because if I do, it will hurt me — and I won’t be able to make you understand that you can heal your pain too.
I’m not telling you my story to blame anyone. I know I have my percentage of responsibility, even if I was just a child when I got deeply wounded. My hope is that if I share the pain, the consequences, and how I dealt with them, maybe it can help you. Maybe you can make better choices and decisions than I did.
Above all, I will show you — not with beliefs, or ideas repeated like everyone knows everything — but with spiritual experiences as I personally lived them. You might come to the same conclusions I did, or maybe not. Either way, I will be very specific. It’s up to you to believe it or not. You are free not to.
My life became a battlefield in every aspect. When you don’t have a strong foundation, when you’re emotionally sensitive, and spiritually connected on top of it — you can get hurt deeply on so many levels.
This preface reflects personal experiences and perspectives and is shared for reflection and understanding.